things are a'brewin

so im already really into the semester. my first project is a movie poster. we have some pretty vague parameters so what im going to do iiiisssss..... Lady Gaga as the Bride of Frankenstein. im taking a lot of reference from the bad romance video. im gonna use mr. iron jaw as frankie. its gonna be some fun shit. gonna use a lot of black, purple, blue, bright green, and yellow. ya know, like the old monster movie posters. i figure this makes a lot of sense though as gaga's tour/album being called monster/monster ball. i think its gonna be really nifty. im working on the sketch for it now. mom will be disapointed lol. o well.

also: chi is coming down tomorrow :D im so fucking excited. were going to the desecration diaries opening and then i dunno what. saturday we will be going to the mutter museum and i think hes going home after that. i honestly dont care what we do. im just giddy as shit that hes coming down. its gonna be awesome. i will post pictures. <3333

working tonight. my teacher didnt show up for class today. that was awesome.... not. but what ever. i got work on my sketch done. woo
thats all for now. ill post again tomorrow morning

::signing off::

photos, photos, photos!

did three amazing shoots yesterday. im super excited about every one of them. first was a student's project. 4 images in the style of a modern photographer. http://www.jeffbark.com very cool. i ended up covered in chocolate with a phone receiver tied around my head. dont ask, you'll see it. then we did two for fun. one is very tokyo high fashion. the second is kinda urban/lady gaga-ish. there were tennis balls and fish tanks. its gonna be amazing. i cannot wait.

so then i actually got back 2 images from vic r. (studio206) that we did together about a year and a half ago. enjoy!

228 am rambling...

ugh. im in a shitty mood. all i wanted to do tonight was drink with my friends... instead i worked until 1130 and by the time we got home, mom wouldnt let me go out with any one... wtf. im trying not to let pms get to me. im trying to stay in a good mood. but for the past few days/weeks ive been really cranky all the time...

i do have one thing to look forward to besides school starting tuesday. chi is coming to visit me next weekend. :D were going to go to the desecration diaries' party, the mutter museum, and the pin-up open skate. im really really excited. might introduce him to some of my friends from work. hes gonna meet mom at one point too. i think we're gonna grab lunch with her on friday. so yeah. needless to say, im way stoked.

but yeah, i think im gonna go try to get some sleep. maybe watch a movie. mom and i are going skating tomorrow. tyler is gonna come with. thats cool :)

work at 6 tomorrow night. photo shoot sunday. 1030 am... blargh... not excited about that one considering i have no idea how late ill be working. cant be too late cause im gonna hafta catch the train home. w/e. ill figure it out. thats all for now. ill probably be on tomorrow at some point.

signing off.

im really scared. you see. i really like this boy. but i am so worried that i'm going to self destruct. see, after phil i'm just so scared to feel anything. this guy is so sweet and funny and we have a ton in common. i really dig him. i mean. he lives in new york, but i dont care. he's gonna come visit me so we can go to the mutter museum and i wanna go to body worlds with him. aaanndd he is gonna have me come up to nyc to go to the tim burton exhibit. he's so cool. and i let him know today that if i start acting weird, that it's not him. cause i really genuinely like him and i can tell he likes me too. he's told me. but i'm just scared. phil and i have only been apart for like 2 months. i don't care about him any more, but i just feel like im so screwed up. he's still sending me texts with stuff like "i still love you" and all other sorts of bullshit.

i'm also afraid that i'm slipping into another depression. every day i don't want to do anything. i'm depressed when my friends aren't around, but i want to be alone so often. it's a continuous circle. it sucks. i really need school to start. something to focus my mind away from itself.

but anyway. i just got off the phone with the afore mentioned boy, and i feel much better now :)

signing off

freakin sweet

adorable

oh, maury

still sick. this sucks. i did wake up this morning with my cat sleeping on my back haha. it was cute. see? dont mind the retarded hair haha. so im laying on my couch with tea and watching maury. more paternity b.s. although there will be lesbians on this episode... not sure how thats gonna work... eh. what ever... i got a mad headache.

signing off